My SPECIAL day is just like an ORDINARY day

yeahh my birthday passed. but it seems like it's not soo good. well i can say that i got what i want for my birthday, a laptop and a digicamera. But it's still not complete without my mosh's presence and greeting. :( alam mo yun. yung the very special guy you have waited for so long to great you on your very special day, WALA. as in wala. all i got is tears from my eyes telling him that he's all i want for my birthday. but then i knew that, on that very day, he's with someone else and he didn't told me about that. :(( alam mo yung feeling na ganun? ang sakit sakit. :(( inaantay mo siya sa kanila, nagpahanda ka pa ng pansit para pag dating niya may makain siya at para paalala niyang may special occasion sa day na yon. but i'm totally wrong! he just arrived and did nothing. ever great me, he forgot. ouch diba?

My SPECIAL day is just like an ORDINARY day. FULL OF TEARS.