BYE MOSH. :(

November 30, 2011


Flight nila to Australia. :( ang hirap tanggapin. pero nakuha ko pang ihatid xa sa may Victory. ang sakit sakit nung pag alis ko. gusto kong umiyak ng umiyak pero di pwede. Kaya i decided to go straight to Aura for our practice kahit sobrang aga pa. Ayoko lang kasi yung mapag iisa ako. Kasi dun ko naiisip lahat ng sakit. Tapos nag fflash back pa yung mga araw na kasama mo xa palagi. May kaholding hands ka, may nangungulit sayo, may yumayakap sayo. Yung times na pag kasama ko xa feeling ko safe na safe ako that no one else can touch me. But now, biglang naglaho lahat. :( i thought nung una okay okay lang. na madali lang tanggapin na mawawala na xa sa tabi ko, pero ngaun eto na sobrang hirap pala. Gusto ko na nga xang habulin sa airport para lang pigilan na umalis xa ehh kaso di ko magawa kasi alam kong ayun ang gusto nya. At yun ang makakabuti sa kanya. :(( Ginagawa ko nalang lahat ngaun para maging busy ng sobra. Para kahit papano, makalimutan kong namimiss ko na xa ng sobra. Na hindi ako sanay na wala xa sa tabi ko. :((


Alam mo, sa sobrang pagmamahal ko sa kanya hindi ko na lam kung tala o mali yung mga pinag gagawa ko. Basta alam ko gagawin ko lahat makita lang xang masaya. :(

haisssttt. ilang days nalang kita makakasama. :( malapit mo na ko iwan. T___T ano na kaya mangyayari satin? new adjustments nanaman. nasanay kasi ako na ikaw lagi kasama ko ehh. :(( mamimiss kita ng sobra sobra. promise di ako magloloko. ikaw lang wala nang iba. pangako ko yan. mahal na mahal kita mosh. :*

Do you know the reason why i still can't let you go even if you already cheated on me and made me such a fool? Because i don't want to lose you. I want our relationship to be strong. Coz i know that this are all just trials for us to hold on. Well, i just hope that this will be the last before you go. Because i don't want us to have problems anymore. I want to feel the old YOU. the caring one, the sweetest guys i've ever loved. The only man whom i only felt this protection which i am finding to other guys. You're the only one that i have loved this way. The only one in my life that ever made me this happy. You're my everything now. So please. Don't ever leave me. ILOVEYOU SO MUCH CHRISTIAN BARCELON.

My SPECIAL day is just like an ORDINARY day

yeahh my birthday passed. but it seems like it's not soo good. well i can say that i got what i want for my birthday, a laptop and a digicamera. But it's still not complete without my mosh's presence and greeting. :( alam mo yun. yung the very special guy you have waited for so long to great you on your very special day, WALA. as in wala. all i got is tears from my eyes telling him that he's all i want for my birthday. but then i knew that, on that very day, he's with someone else and he didn't told me about that. :(( alam mo yung feeling na ganun? ang sakit sakit. :(( inaantay mo siya sa kanila, nagpahanda ka pa ng pansit para pag dating niya may makain siya at para paalala niyang may special occasion sa day na yon. but i'm totally wrong! he just arrived and did nothing. ever great me, he forgot. ouch diba?

My SPECIAL day is just like an ORDINARY day. FULL OF TEARS.

12 DAYS TO GO!! :D

6th Month, &&

MY 18th Birthday!! :)

50 REASONS KUNG BAKiT MAHAL NA MAHAL KiTA. (: ♥

1. Mahal kita kasi mabait ka.
2. Mahal kita kasi honest ka.
3. Mahal kita kasi napaka'understanding mo.
4. Mahal kita kasi maalaga ka.
5. Mahal kita kasi seloso ka.
6. Mahal kita kasi ang cute mo.
7. Mahal kita kasi i love your EYES. ♥
8. Mahal kita kasi you're sooo kulet!
9. Mahal kita kasi you're sooo sweet. ♥
10. Mahal kita kasi ang ganda ng boses mo.
11. Mahal kita kasi you have a kissable lips. :*
12. Mahal kita kasi you respect me.
13. Mahal kita kasi you're matured enough for everything.
14. Mahal kita kasi you never fail to make me laugh.
15. Mahal kita kasi you never fail to make me smile.
16. Mahal kita kasi you never fail to make my day complete.
17. Mahal kita kasi lagi mo akong pinapakilig. (:
18. Mahal kita kasi i love the way you tickle me.
19. Mahal kita kasi you always make me feel so special.
20. Mahal kita kasi you accept me for who i really am.
21. Mahal kita kasi you accept the 'maarte' side of me.
22. Mahal kita kasi I always enjoy the times when we're together.
23. Mahal kita kasi magkasundo tayo sa lahat ng bagay.
24. Mahal kita kasi ang galing mo sumakay sa jokes ko.
25. Mahal kita kasi ang sarap sarap mo kasama.
26. Mahal kita kasi you're YOU when i'm with you.
27. Mahal kita kasi ang galing mong makisama sa mga kaibigan ko.
28. Mahal kita kasi naiintindihan mo yung mundong ginagalawan ko.
29. Mahal kita kasi I won't last a day without you.
30. Mahal kita kasi you changed the stupid side of me.
31. Mahal kita kasi kailangan kita.
32. Mahal kita kasi gusto kita.
33. Mahal kita kasi di ka na maalis sa isip ko.
34. Mahal kita kasi lagi kitang hinahanap.
35. Mahal kita kasi ikaw yung inantay ko for 1year.
36. Mahal kita kasi you're my ideal guy.
37. Mahal kita kasi nasa'yo na lahat ng hinahanap ko sa isang lalaki.
38. Mahal kita kasi alam kong mahal mo rin ako.
39. Mahal kita kasi you need me.
40. Mahal kita kasi binago mo sarili mo para sakin.
41. Mahal kita kasi ginagawa mo yung mga promises mo.
42. Mahal kita kasi you always make way for us to fix our problems.
43. Mahal kita kasi you never fail to make me feel how much you love me. ♥
44. Mahal kita kasi you cared as if you never cared for anyone like this.
45. Mahal kita kasi it's like i'm the most beautiful girl in the world for you.
46. Mahal kita kasi look at me as if you never want anyone else but me.
47. Mahal kita kasi you came into my life unexpectedly.
48. Mahal kita kasi you're not just a boyfriend to me but also a bestfriend.
49. Mahal kita kasi ikaw na buhay ko ngayon.
50. Mahal kita kasi GOD gave me YOU.

iloveyousomuch MOSH.

thank you for loving me this way.

i never want to lose you anymore.

i want to live the rest of my life with you.

FOREVER. ♥ iloveyou.

The Story of US. ♥

There's so much trials who came into us this past few weeks. But still i think, we are able to pass through those trials God is giving us. To make our relationship much more stronger. I love being HIS girl you know. I don't know why. But i think this time, i'm ready to start handling a serious and matured-thinking relationship with him. 


For the past few weeks, here came a girl who once ruined our relationship. I really don't know why does she have to do this. But still Ian did chose me. And he chose the right one for him. I told him at this time i'm serious with our relationship so is he. I just hope our love will last until the day he come back here.



I LOVE YOU SO MUCH IAN BARCELON.