it hurts me. :'(

why am i hurt every time you say her name?
why am i hurt every time you smile when you see her?
why am i hurt every time i see you dreaming of her?


is this because i'm inlove with you now?
this can't be. :( 
i'm starting to hurt myself again because of loving a boy who'll never like me.


why am i making illusions over you?
why am i making myself crazy for you?
i know someone owns your heart now
&& it's never gonna be mine. :((